fear of missing out

 i just feel left out... seeing these couples in relationships..... meanwhile i never got into one.....

i would always daydream about having my own someone special, a woman i could call anytime.... and she would be right there for me.

I am too old now...... my youth isnt there anymore either... I dont wanna ask anyone out anymore

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